I guess maybe the only time that I do feel confident is when I play music. Confident isn’t really the word. I guess I just feel the most like myself. I have a very difficult time with in-between song banter on stage. I just don’t know what to say, and I get so nervous just addressing the crowd. But when it comes time to play the song, I know exactly what I have to do.
i haven’t really listened to any of my favorite types of music since i moved from CT back in april. this afternoon/evening has consisted of adding my favorite bands as radio stations to this pandora app and listening the shit out of everything. feels good. it’s the simple things in life.